IMMATURE

Im so scared. And I don’t know why. You know the bad feeling you get sometimes that keeps haunting your mind. Well that “thing” is haunting me. I wonder if Im reaching my breaking point. Im going to turn 20 soon. Ok don’t think I hate turning 20 because im a girl. I hate turning 20 because Im too immature to turn 20. You know what ? I never wanted to grow up. Seriously ! When I was younger I use to wait for Peter Pan to show up at night !

I have thought a lot about this and I guess I just want to take the easier way out of life !! I think a part of me will always wish for Peter Pan to come but I wish I would start doing something useful instead of just wishing for stupid things. See ! Im always wishing ! Never trying to put those words into action…How immature and lazy one can be !?!